College Sucks

Maybe I should reconsider this college thing.

I still haven't figured out this whole sex thing, probably never will....even thinking about it makes me depressed. This is not like me at all! I don't think I've ever been even the slightest bit depressed before, and here I am, walking around like Scrooge, minus the genitals.

To top it off, I was heading to class yesterday, running late because I can't sleep anymore, and I sprained my ankle in a pothole in the crosswalk, falling into a mess of mud and gasoline. A fucking pothole! AND instead of helping me, the cars started honking at me to get out the way! Are you kidding me?? Whoever said that people in the Northwest are kind is a lying sack of shit! So I drag my throbbing ankle out of the street and show up to class LATE covered in mud, just barely holding back the tears. No sympathy from the professor either, or from anyone for that matter. I don't know what's worse - having everyone want to know my story or having absolutely no one give a shit about me. This sucks. Everything just fucking sucks.

I think it's about that time (to call my mom sob for five minutes, and then have her tell me to suck it up).
-Jamie